Black
Hat, White Hat
A snapping turtle slow and fierce as a drugged bear, revolves
her claws in a rusted oil drum. We caught her back from the garden
one dawn, putting her eggs in with the carrot seeds. We followed
the dragged steps to the high grass that waved around her alert
as flag majors. She was slow out of water, molasses churning in
her dark joints; her pace amiable as a memorized prayer.
But her head's still fast, her beak as purposeful as a hook. Dogs
whine at the edge of the oil drum, echoey cries when their heads
go down and in to smell her. Somewhere a Middle Eastern man is
held by soldiers grown in America, their bright and bushy tails
wagging like guns. A cigarette goes down into the dry can with
a thin papery trail of smoke. The questions the men ask are clear
and loud, but what do they mean?
…
When the time came to release her back into the belly of her world,
she left our pale bread and carrots julienne like an offering
of inedible leaves strewn at the bottom of the barrel. I put on
my sneakers and walked between the sole-slicing stumps up to my
waist in the water and put her out beyond myself, heavy as a sewer
lid, my back straining.