The
Why of a Fencepost
Why are two men arguing at a fencepost? Perhaps it is three men.
The two themselves, and the shadow third they are together, the
argument. Let's pretend it is evening. Three shadows then and
a stubble of cornstalks. A grey stone the heft of a skull knocks
the post as they talk. If they disagree, why do they need to be
near each other? Why does the mountain start from a flat place?
I think most people mean what they are.
The feeling they seem to be talking about would be immanence,
or impermanence. I guess they would call it expanded consciousness
and permanence. A part of it here, a part elsewhere. But both
really here, or really there, a metaphor. Tat tvam tasi. Thou
art that. I don't know. I like the stone being itself, unowned
and unknowable. I like being myself, a little too personal, a
little forgotten about, even by myself.
Somehow too, like they say, like they show, using my feelings
in their argument, which is part me as well then, I guess, the
stone is inside me, rattling my ribs, pushing my blood limbs,
weighing on inner things. And I am curled inside the stone, a
small man asleep in the granite like this feather, just here now,
on top of it windily.