My neon heart's kneeling in defeat

      My neon heart's kneeling in defeat;
      Beauty by its gentle precept
      Now all its silken ties relents,
           Loosening sighs my soul had kept.
5          Never under a deeper terror
      Moved one blinded spirit's seraph
      Than this enchanted note might tell of
           ---However voice is prone to error!
           For I was one who had loved Love!
10    Nor ever for my hot fondness stood reproved
      But tripled-up that passion cold eyes removed,
           Heating deep Atlantics from my heart's cove.
           Sacred were those wellspring's vents!
      Deeplier delved than baptismal frankincense
15    Crushed to holy foreheads in Arab tents---
           Never of life's pulsings to relent!
           Time has put all such dreaming now to bed,
      All louder hearts to quiet 'neath calmer heads
      As if to lie asleep were to forget the dread:
20         Though lying living now, we shall lie dead.
           So then what is it to have lived?
      Nothing; if not "to have loved."
      Thus life's premise is against me proved
           And I am dead--- though I have loved.

 

From the collection "Adoring Thorns"

Written by Gregg Glory [Gregg G. Brown]

More information available on gregglory.com.